Saturday, 29 January 2011


I don't understand this. Why's the Goddesses candle flame flickering and trembling like crazy everytime I kindle it? The God's flame is all calm. What's she tryin to tell me? And this happens every single time, I do this nearly daily 'cause I meditate. I said that this makes me confused and that I'm don't quite understand, but I'd be ready to follow her guidance in this - whatever it is - that she wants.

Saturday, 22 January 2011


Now I managed to get it on tape.

I had kindled t only the Goddess's candle this time. It doesn't send a stream of smoke like the God's candle did yesterday but it smokes anyway. And we all now, that when a candle flame has grown bigger and sends smoke, a spirit is present in the room.

I hope it works now, since I had some problems uploading so I couldn't publish this right away.

Saturday, 15 January 2011


Yeah, Oh My God and Goddess!! Now, just a moment ago, I was meditating in front of my altar and I had kindled the two candles as usual. I sat still for a while when I sensed a blaze in front of my eyes. I opened my eyes to check I didn't start a fire to see the God's candle flame grow even bigger than the last time and this time a stream of smoke came out of it. Really A STREAM. I've seen candles smoke before but not like that. It was crazy. I tried to take a picture but my camera wouldn't work (low battery?).The Goddess's candle was flickering like crasy too, it didn't send a stream of smoke but did smoke a little. After a while the both candle flames returned to normal.

Whoa. I guess this is a sure sign that I really gotta start dancing again..

Wednesday, 12 January 2011

Last night I had a little moment of meditation. I had kindled the two candles and when I opened my eyes I saw that the flame in the God's candle had grown into a big one indeed. It was at least five centimeters tall. I wonder if it has something to do with my creativity as I've started drawing and dancing again. You know God represents creativity.

Oh, and, you remember the horse shoes I bought "for no reason" (there's always a reason even though I might not know it at the moment :)). I met two other pagans with Miwia recently, one of which is a blacksmith (Finnish translation: Hevosenkengitt√§j√§)..  :)) We had a lot of fun. Somehow our conversations always turn out to be about sexuality... and Miwia's such a perve. Sorry Miwwy, but you said so yourself too. ;D