Sunday, 26 February 2012

The most wonderfull feeling

Yesterday I was about to dry a waxing moon meditation but somehow it just didn't work. then I just let my mind wonder around for a bit. And I ended up chanting "Kore-Demeter-Hekate". And then I felt this wonderful feeling of completement yet it was something of a feeling of being "open". Open and complete. For I, have now come in touch - for real - the Goddess within. I used to know that we are all a manifestation of hers but now for the first time I felt that I too am the Goddess in all her forms. An equal part of her. And it's the most wonderfull feeling!

Saturday, 25 February 2012

I'm currently reading Spiral Damce by Starhawk. In the book there's a very interesting reading suggestion; Tristine Rainer, The New Diary which introduces a tehcnique discovering past lives through writing. I'm so going to try it once I get the book in my hands! I've had couple of "flashbacks" as a teen (the first one when I was about 14) where I'm about to cross a street and feeling very happy. There's a house across the street that is biuld like these:

And as a child I remember liking houses like those very much for an unknown reason. Though in my flashback the wooden parts were a bit darker.. Just like in the picture below, the house in front..

I call them "The German Houses" even though similar ones are probably build all over central Europe. However I've always identified them with Germany.

Saturday, 18 February 2012


Sorry for the lack of posts. I've been very busy and then again very lazy. Fluish and such. The flu is getting better. The last fullmoon just went by like woosh! I was too lazy to do anything. I've borrowed some books from the library such as Aradia - The Gospel of Witches (read it already) and The Spiral Dance by Starhawk (should read it already!). I'm currently trying to read The Golden Bough by James Frazier and as interesting as the book really is it's SOOO THICK and written in such a tiny font that it's so much work! And I'm so lazy..

Thursday, 2 February 2012


Have a nice Imbolc folks! In ancient times Imbolc was sacret to celtic goddess Brigid who was the goddess of fire, music, poetry, bards and smith's, inspiration, childbirth, healing and unity. Brigid was the daugter of the great father god Dagda and one of the Duatha De Danann (god's folk). The very place of her worship was Kildare (Ireland) were it was said that a group of priestesses were keeping the sacret flame of Brigid. There was also a sacret well known by it's healing properties.

I'm tired, so only thing I'm gonna do is some reading and candle kindling. :)